I think I will start this blog on a somber note. About me and my life as of now. To wit, my emotional life.
Recently, I was asked to look in the mirror. I looked. I liked parts of what I saw and I did not like some other parts [the huge pores, the extra jiggly bits]. However, that was not the message that was being conveyed to me. The speaker was saying I am not good enough. So, look in the mirror. That will hurt, for a v v long time. I am searching deep within to forgive, but I hope that will not take a v v long time. That was a blow to my ego. Somehow, it made me cry buckets.